I’M DONE WITH MY PAPER!!; I got two hours of sleep. I am soooo ready for this weekend to begin.

Procrastination will be the end of me… really. I’m sitting here, trying to churn out a paper that’s due tomorrow, and I’m drawing a huge blank. I am so terrible at this.

Honestly, I love my English class and the professor is great, but I’m so frustrated right now. The prompt for this paper is: “Identity: what are some important factors that determine a person’s identity?” I barely know my own identity… how am I supposed to come up with a general idea? I’m struggling to find points that are specific enough for me to support without using too many personal pronouns. It’s such a broad topic; I can’t really come up with a thesis.

The hardest part for me is getting started, but once I figure out what my main ideas are, I’m set. Until then, I put the whole thing off. (This paper was assigned like two weeks ago, ack.)

I guess there will be no sleep for me tonight…

Songs I can’t get enough of right now:
The Format’s “First Single”
The Postal Service’s “Be Still My Heart
Q and not U’s “Wonderful People”
Modest Mouse’s “World At Large”
OK Go’s “Bye Bye Baby”

Photography is for lovers; My b&w photo class is fun. We did photograms last week. As soon as I get it back, I’ll post it to flickr. Mine didn’t come out quite like I envisioned; it’s a bit light, and my writing is blurry, but I like it. Today we went shooting for geometric shapes and my friend and I managed to get roof access to one of the buildings; it was so rad.

To the heart; Last night I had a vanity attack and took 40+ photos of myself. Yeah. 92109 is one of my favorite places to be, Pacific Beach.

What a weekend; I spent the weekend at my cousin’s and it was rough times, indeed. Sneaking out/in/about. I’m running on two and a half hours of sleep right now.

I went to Venice Beach with my other cousin today and we watched the drum circle. Rad. It was so cool.

I miss cuddling. Someone spoon with me, dammit.

Shoe Saga Part IV; Okay, I got another email saying that the shoes are out of stock and on backorder. I’m going to kick someone. Aaljgfalsdkfj… !

Shoe Saga Part III; Some supernatural power really does not want me to have my Vans! They came in today and I opened the box to find red checkered slip-ons. Granted, they’re cool shoes too, but not the ones I wanted. Grr.

I called them, and the customer service rep asked me to send the shoes back. She also said they only have one pink skully pair left in my size. alsdkjflasdkjf. I placed an order for that last pair, and schlepped the other shoes to the post office. I am disgruntled, to say the least.